Another Weekend Getting over

One more weekend getting over in 2007....Yesterday, we had Thanksgiving.... Our cell helped out in that... The girls did lot of things... I was roaming around as usual....didn't do much... but had good food....I loveee food.....

During Thanksgiving, Ps. Wendy asked to look back at 2007 and thank God.... She asked us to pray for ourselves.... But I couldn't pray for myself.... I had my head down and I thought of 2007 for a while.... Yes, there is a lot for me to thank God for... He has been faithful all the while.... Blessed me with a job which I am liking a lot.... Gave me good friends in Singapore...Gave me a better place to stay.... But, even though He did all this and more for me, I am still stuck somewhere... somewhere, where i lost something which was most precious in my life.. I am stuck at that moment.... So when I think about 2007, that moment comes to my mind above all good things which God did for me.... I know I am wrong... But, its hard...So I pray that He will enable me to move on....

Today I went to church.... I feel like I miss something if I don't go to church on Sunday... I forgot the heading ofe sermon.... But I had heard a similar sermon from Bro. Joy Thomas before.... His was an amazing message... But I didn't like the way today's preacher preached it... I was not understanding most of the things he said.... May be coz I was hungry... But he said one thing which was told by Bro. Joy Thomas also.... something which Moses said to God, "GOD, IF YOUR PRESENCE IS NOT GOING WITH US, WE DON'T WANT TO GO FORWARD...." Yes, thats my prayer today..... "GOD, IF YOUR PRESENCE IS NOT GOING WITH ME, I DON'T WANT TO SEE 2008...." because I know one thing, that His Presence can make a hell of a difference in my life....

Even though I didn't like the sermon much, I was very much touched by the prayer time... There was alter call.... but i didn't go forward... still i could feel the presence of God there.... especially when they sang the song HOLY SPIRIT.... His Presence was so real, that tears filled up my eyes.... After I left church that song is coming back to my mind gain and again.... I am trying to find the lyrics of it... But not able to... Will ask aound and see whether I can find out which is the album atleast....

After service, had lunch with some of my cell members... Had Fishhead curry... was good.. but the Penang one was better.... After that went to Paya Lebar for Committee meeting for Christmas isn't Christmas.... After that, when I reached home, I was quite tired, but went to play badminton with Cell mates... Had Hot Dog from Botak Jones... It was good... After getting back home, I called Jeremy and prayed for him coz he is going for Mission Trip tomorrow morning.... I wanted to pray for him.... He had been a tremendous blessing in my life.... A person from whom you can learn a lot.... I pray that Go will watch over him and use in for His glory...

Now my weekend is nearly over... Let me sleep.... God Bless