Friday, November 7, 2008

A Confused Old Man

may be because i had to travel for long time everyday, i have been thinking a lot these days... may be due to that, i am confused... confused with lot of things...not sure what to do... not sure what step to take next... don't know whether i am listening to God's voice or listening to what my mind says...is my optimistic nature going down the slope... every time i prayed that i wanted to be an optimist... Optimism is trusting in God completely and believing in Romans 8:28 (for those who love god and for those who are called according to His purpose, ALL THINGS work together for GOOD)... from that, its clear that i am not trusting God the way i am supposed to... and trusting God has always been my strength... means i am weak now... terribly weak... need to get back to my normal self....

dad has been very sick... don't know how things are being managed at home by amma and sis... hopefully everything will be ok... plz do pray for him... most probably i will be going back in dec... so this time, i hope to have christmas and new year with dad... or atleast either one of them... lets see how things work out...

work has been good during the last week... got to come back home everyday at 5 30... food is good... people are good... nothing to complain except for the travelling part... so thank god for that...

not feeling to type in anything more... till you see me here next time, do take care... keep smiling and make someone laugh... God Bless

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